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This weekend has been so special for me. *heart*

First, 100th Panisuta!! You four boys from *pnish* - YOU SIMPLY CANNOT IMAGINE HOW PROUD I AM OF YOU GUYS!!!!
Second, happy second aniversary TutixNagayan!!

AND - just informed from fencer_x that the guest will be Saitou Takumi at Panisuta next week. What's more, it will be Daiki hosting. Awwww, GOOD LUCK DAIKI!! ♥♥♥

Off to class in a hurry.

 

 

*dies*
Kenta looks toooooo sexy in this poster.
Gosh, why hasn't my Good Come arrived??

And Takumi looks good in the new Boys Love blog.
I've no idea how old he is now.... Any help?

Sorry for updating like crazy today.

SAD.

I feel so sad, simply sad. Last minute I was like high up, listening to the CD "Simplified" by Simply Red newly bought by me. Then I was checking some of the web pages of Pink Floyd for a friend, then this news was like shock from nowhere. I was simply dumbfounded.

Simply suppose I should post something again on this journal. LONG TIME NO SEE.
It's like time passing really fast, really.

These days have been all spent on browing communities for entries with fun. I enjoyed the process, yet there were confusions aroused.

It simply escaped me that why people would like to hotlink. Those guys from SAKD.NET drove me crazy for a while, yet one of my friends succeeded in convincing me that it's OK, at least it's not worth angring about. Well, she is right. Am just to be used to those stuffs.

My GRE test - actually the split Analytical Writing test - will take place on the first of September. So wish me luck! LOL

[I found the font for Chinese character is really not so pleasing, so I switch back to English. Sorry for inconvenience...= =]

Just finished listening to the film "Big Fish" on CRI, which reminds me of Aeroky a lot. It is for sure directed by Tim Burton. Nya, I guess he is really fond of his work. Am I so fond of him...then?

I am pretty sure it's a mere flash back to the winter vacation when I was so crazily browsing his weblog and his gallery (well these were CUTE indeed). It's mere interest... I hope so. Scare overwhelmed me easily because I clearly remembered how he said about me... Was I being so annoying while making the digital newspaper with him? I wonder. I do hope this sudden interest so intense, is only a crush out of mind.

Nevertheless, these are not so big worries to think about. The cross-school course selection is driving me nuts again. Worries and complaints indeed seize me to death, almost. I cannot breathe naturally while facing the mere thought of being kicked out by the scholarship group at CCER. I need that amount of funding to support our research, and I have to be near Prof. Yao to make sure of the recommendation letter. I really want to know this man, who has been a graduate student of A. Sen. How lovely!

There's one sentence on CRI that makes me wanna cry. "Life is a mirror. If you smile into it, it will smile back." Beautiful as it is.

Confidence is probably the most important thing if one lacks genuine wisdom and talent from birth. Hard-working attitude can overcome some of the trouble, but not all. I guess I really have to go on. Well, life has to go on with FORGET and FORGIVE.

Just back from the library, all wet through, because of the large pouring rain together with thunderbolts this afternoon. It is really weird that it would rain cats and dogs here in the capital like back in my hometown.

This whole afternoon I was sitting beside Aeroky (is this the correct English name? = =)!!! I didn't notice him until roughtly 2 hrs after he sat down, due to his typical laptop, what he was browing, and how his hands looked like. He was really really cute...

Actually Daiki reminds me of him a lot, not only because the facial resemblance, but also the name - Daiki and Dai Qian. Am I being hysterious? Ha, never mind.

After waiting for like 2 mins, I did rush into the cats and dogs raindrops. No matter how dreadful it might seem, it felt like being HOME.

This morning I went to see the ceremony raising of national flag on Tian'anmen Square, actually dragged by some of the school officials. CCTV was there, shooting news clips for 7PM news broadcast tonight, as every May 4th every year.

Sleep have I been all way long. But when the music was on, and during the three times singing of the national song, I did catch something peculiar. I like the feeling of being proud for our country, whose problems were still tough though. Determination overwhelmed me a little bit.

Hope everything will work out just fine.

Last night I had a dream concerning Eiji-san, which has been the first dream that I have ever had these days. More accurately speaking, it has been the first dream that I have ever been able to recall when I woke up. So I thought it's better to keep it down somewhere.

The dream actually started with Angela, which I guess is due to the talk with xiuxiu about her. We were walking out of campus, figuring about the trip to another city on which we were going for that afternoon. Then we came to a big wall - stone wall, all white, winding along, somewhat like the Great Wall (any projection? = =). Nevertheless we climbed up to the edge of the wall, sat there, and kept talking. Then there came he.

I guess they three were coming altogether - Eiji, Tuti, and Wasshi. There was no Daiki. Weird, but probably because I didn't like the CP concerning him and Eiji (sorry to all Panic Studio!! LJers = =). I saw him immediately as he approached but remained to ignore him, trying hard to concentrate myself upon the talk with Angela. Roughly five minutes (?) later, they were leaving, followed by me dragging Angela along of course. Eiji was talking about something to Tuti, and then he stopped abruptly, turned around - I almost crashed into him! There goes the exciting part of the story.

I bet they were betting about something like dancing. Nevertheless Eiji invited me to have a little dance, offering his right hand - what could I do? I nodded unconsciously and followed him. Memory recalls that I was so nervous that I danced not very well, but he was kind, nice, and so sweet, leading me all the way.

Cannot remember clearly how the fantastic dance ended - it's merely fabulous! Then we began to have some snacks. And all the following was very blurring...

Eiji's hair style was close to the one in Backstage of Rock 'n' Roll Bleach Musical 1st. Have I been making too much MV these days?